Saturday, October 6, 2012

Odd Weeks

Anyone else seeing this? I'd hate to see that some have gone(not that I know anyhow) because I haven't been blogging regularly. To any of ya'll that hate this, fuck off. Meant to post this up earlier in the week, but couldn't with the lack of this site being banned at school. Would have made this much easier if they unban this site then me using my step-mom's laptop. Anyways, I guess this is sort of a....update on the things happening currently? And if you think I'm going to pour all kinds of depressed shit, then you are seriously fucked up.
First, my dealing with my iPod. Last weekend it needed some IOS 7 update or something. So I deleted some stuff to get 2.3 GB of free storage. It turned off, then needed to get hooked to iTunes. Ok, I freaked on that when my step-mom didn't let me on to do so, but soon enough we got it hooked in, and it had some message. I can't remember most of it, but it said something equal to having a virus and unable to be updated unless it was restored. W..T..F! I had been pissed, worried, and scared shitless. Most of the stuff on my iPod can' be recovered again. Maybe my songs will get backed up my iCloud, but still, that's a bit far from my mind. I raged a bit, but on Monday I handed it to my friend. He use to be in a computer class and fixed Playstations before, so I thought he could help. So far my patience is waning thin. If it isn't fixed soon, then fuck it all; I'll take it back next week and restore the damn thing. I'm use to having it so close since I got it at Christmas last year...and not having it near at all makes me freak out sometimes. I get attatched too easily to devices.
Second, a couple weeks back I've been needing to do a research paper due on the 23rd this month. Being the lazy human I am, I haven't even gotten most of my sources and some written down on the note cards to be seen. Fighting for gay marriage people! That's my topic. I don't see how people can just hate gays though. I mean, even I'm disturbed by people just bullying others because of this, though I do make crude jokes about it with my friends, I honestly don't care about sexuality. Heck I even question my own since I've only had two male crushes and they were back in elementary and middle school...and now I'm a junior! Yeah, I'm seeing some of you are thinking,'WTF?! This girl is nuts and flipped her lid blah blah blah'. Well then shut the hell up. I support gayness to the full, even if I'm straight. End of discussion.
Third:  Dreams. Guess who I dreamt of on Sunday night? Slenderman. Slendy. Slender. TDF(Tall, Dark and Faceless). You know what I mean. The dream has been on my brain as of late and it's driving me up a wall. Plus, I've been drawing him nonstop in his suit with either a black or red tie. Mostly with a black tie. Any who are still reading this might be thinking that I'm insane; well buddies I think I've been insane for a pretty long time and it doesn't bother me at all. I've had weirder dreams then this, but the dream from Monday....made me go off-kilter. It was like I was watching some camera footage when up-close-and-personal to a tv. There was bits of static and shadows nearby. I can't place if the location was a forest or near some school because it was dark and my dreams warp constantly and whenever they want. And I'm being serious here. Everything was jumbled in my dream after that moment. At first I was then on some couch with someone else--at least I think so?--and there was static, then Slenderman was behind that couch. It even looked like he was holding a knife. It's impossible because Slendy doesn't carry weapons, but it's my dream, right? Okay, then at some point I was running. My point of view was constantly switching from third to first, then back again and all that shit. I think that's when I woke to my alarm clock. If not, then I might have missed some things to explain. Sorry.
Fourth, starting Monday I'll have to be doing some sort of DBQ from AP US History. Other then that, with my research paper and Ecology Poster due on Temperate Deciduous Forests, I'm pretty full on things to do. I have to start getting my ass in gear if I plan to get good grades or shit'll hit the fan for me and I'll be screwed. I'm already walking on eggshells with my step-mom onto me for my research paper and lacking to tell her about it, even if I did tell her before the weekend it was talked about on the week at the end of September.
*sigh* Other then that, my nerves are high-wired and I'm typing this up in my room with The Cursed on from SyFy. I'm actually itching to write more; who knew? It kinda feels great to dump this out, even if people like you reading this and can judge me. Heh, I have no care in the world about that. Feeling very good after releasing all this info. Dunno if anyone will respond after reading such crap. I'm off for now. Hope my problems amuse you all.

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