Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Halloween Day
How's everyone on this spook-filled night of Halloween? Anyone trick-or-treating still or just handing out candy to others? For me? I'm just typing away on my step-mom's computer, in my room, watching Scooby-Doo! Music of the Vampire. You know, lamia is one word for vampire. I think it's Latin. Anyway, nothing much going on here in 'ol VA, other that Hurricane Sandy was a total bitch on the snow, but she let me and others have three extra days of no school. Sadly I return tomorrow. Also, for the residential area I'm in, trick-or-treating won't happen until Saturday. Woeful, I know. I honestly got nothing much else to say, other then Happy Halloween for you all!
Saturday, October 27, 2012
Hard Day's Boredom
Ello! Guess here to say that I just got up and off my nap (haha) and decided to type this up! Haven't forgotten this, maybe my Wordpress account I have. Thankfully I have the info writen down on a note card to remember my password and nickname to get in. Right now I'm watching the Addam's Family movie. Best. Fucking. Movie. Ever! Always leaves me laughing at some point or another. Earlier I had been up with my step-bro, shoveling leaves into trashbags. Lawn-work is outrageous. *sigh* And my hair ended up getting wet from how much sweat I was making. Not a good, or sweet-smelling person I was right then.
First off, my iPod talk again. Apparently my parents are going to Robert's house to get my iPod back. He was SUPPOSED to give it to be yesterday, but the lazy ass didn't. Now I shouldn't be too embarrassed, but I am. Why would my parents involve themselves? Because I fucking told them long ago about it and since it's not getting returned, they think Robert done something to it, like sell it or something and my dad might go over to Robert's house come Tuesday next week. My parents payed for the damn iPod and it makes me feel pathetic that said parents are going to go get it for me when I couldn't. Robert never told me where he lived before, never shared much info. Me, Kyle, him, and Jordan never did. That's just how we all are. Plus Robert is a damn Christian. Nothing against them, but it's just the whole praying and all, going to church to maybe, oh I don't know, prove yourself.
No update on my dreams. Kinda remember some, but they just don't stand out to me like the Slendy dreams do. Makes me both frightened but excited... Awkward saying that. Haven't been too excited on things nowadays with my Research paper done (got a C/B on it! C=how many pages; B=how organized) and nothing else to keep my brain busy except old dreams and thinking on current RPes I'm involved in on Wajas. Well I might as well go. Nothing worth keeping me on here at the moment.
First off, my iPod talk again. Apparently my parents are going to Robert's house to get my iPod back. He was SUPPOSED to give it to be yesterday, but the lazy ass didn't. Now I shouldn't be too embarrassed, but I am. Why would my parents involve themselves? Because I fucking told them long ago about it and since it's not getting returned, they think Robert done something to it, like sell it or something and my dad might go over to Robert's house come Tuesday next week. My parents payed for the damn iPod and it makes me feel pathetic that said parents are going to go get it for me when I couldn't. Robert never told me where he lived before, never shared much info. Me, Kyle, him, and Jordan never did. That's just how we all are. Plus Robert is a damn Christian. Nothing against them, but it's just the whole praying and all, going to church to maybe, oh I don't know, prove yourself.
No update on my dreams. Kinda remember some, but they just don't stand out to me like the Slendy dreams do. Makes me both frightened but excited... Awkward saying that. Haven't been too excited on things nowadays with my Research paper done (got a C/B on it! C=how many pages; B=how organized) and nothing else to keep my brain busy except old dreams and thinking on current RPes I'm involved in on Wajas. Well I might as well go. Nothing worth keeping me on here at the moment.
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
More News
Well, just as the title says, I have more news to come at all you readers(or passerbys). Won't be as big as the last one, I assure, because the last time I think I was more or less expressing what has been happening and ranting along the topic like for gay marriage and such crap. Feel free to spam the less-than-emotional, insane seventeen year-old that is me. Hah.
First, I have at least close to five pages on my Research paper. Go me! I'm already tasting the victory and success in the seat of the dining room while typing this down. Seems I'm not such a waste of life after all. I better get a good grade because I got off my lazy ass to do it. It better be worth it.
Second, my dad had surgery yesterday. It was because he was sick from being so stressed with some sort of bloody boils all over him. At least three I think; one on his arm, other on his gut and the last on the side of his neck. He's doing fine right now. Still kicking...stubbornly. He's the only close family member I've got with the same blood in me. I do have my aunts, uncles, half-brothers and cousins, but the majority of them are far in FL or North Carolina--other then my grandma and grandpa not too far from where I am currently and not in another state. They don't visit that much. I'm not wanting my dad to die on me so soon. I already lost my mother when she got arrested as I was like nine or ten and had to go to a Christian cousin(don't have anything against Christians!) when my father wasn't quite able to get me yet. One thing: Don't die on me dad. I'm not as emotionless or stoic as you think.
Third; my iPod might be back to me tomorrow or Friday. Idk. Robert(my friend that I explained about in the last post) said it's updating today. It better be. If it isn't I'll kick his sorry ass...or Kyle will. He's my other guy friend. He knows of the dilemma now and he would think to kick Robert around too if his iPod wasn't returned as quick as he thought.
Fourth is my dreaming. I had another Slendy-related dream back on the weekend, Saturday night. The dream is already blurry in my head since the Research paper has been crowding my brain's thought process, but I remember a bit. It was like I was in some sort of forest, only it had less trees and could resemble the look of a park. There was some sort of house...or hut or whatever nearby when I looked its way. Some sort of shadowy thing was near that hut/house. It was tall--dominating my dream self's height greatly--and completely black with long arms and legs. I'm sure I saw no face and it was advancing towards me. I was scared like hell and was either backing up or running. The damn thing was still coming towards me and it was like it just...enveloped me. That's where shit gets fucked up. I can't remember much in that weird spot of the dream--I think involving Spy vs Spy/Plague Doctor/Slendy crap, but after that glitch in the dream, I think there was reoccuring memories of the forestlike park and the house/hut, only I was inside and IT was nearby yet again, only people were appearing around me and it was hard for IT to approach me, let alone touch me. It was like...other senarios with the same situation. I...really have nothing to make of it. There was other weird parts, other split glitches from the senario just given when inside the house; like the people weren't just crowding me but surrounding and suffocating me as the creature COULD approach the group, but yeah.
I think this is all that has been going on lately. I hope.. Explaining these things seem to take a load off me...again I think I said in the last post.
First, I have at least close to five pages on my Research paper. Go me! I'm already tasting the victory and success in the seat of the dining room while typing this down. Seems I'm not such a waste of life after all. I better get a good grade because I got off my lazy ass to do it. It better be worth it.
Second, my dad had surgery yesterday. It was because he was sick from being so stressed with some sort of bloody boils all over him. At least three I think; one on his arm, other on his gut and the last on the side of his neck. He's doing fine right now. Still kicking...stubbornly. He's the only close family member I've got with the same blood in me. I do have my aunts, uncles, half-brothers and cousins, but the majority of them are far in FL or North Carolina--other then my grandma and grandpa not too far from where I am currently and not in another state. They don't visit that much. I'm not wanting my dad to die on me so soon. I already lost my mother when she got arrested as I was like nine or ten and had to go to a Christian cousin(don't have anything against Christians!) when my father wasn't quite able to get me yet. One thing: Don't die on me dad. I'm not as emotionless or stoic as you think.
Third; my iPod might be back to me tomorrow or Friday. Idk. Robert(my friend that I explained about in the last post) said it's updating today. It better be. If it isn't I'll kick his sorry ass...or Kyle will. He's my other guy friend. He knows of the dilemma now and he would think to kick Robert around too if his iPod wasn't returned as quick as he thought.
Fourth is my dreaming. I had another Slendy-related dream back on the weekend, Saturday night. The dream is already blurry in my head since the Research paper has been crowding my brain's thought process, but I remember a bit. It was like I was in some sort of forest, only it had less trees and could resemble the look of a park. There was some sort of house...or hut or whatever nearby when I looked its way. Some sort of shadowy thing was near that hut/house. It was tall--dominating my dream self's height greatly--and completely black with long arms and legs. I'm sure I saw no face and it was advancing towards me. I was scared like hell and was either backing up or running. The damn thing was still coming towards me and it was like it just...enveloped me. That's where shit gets fucked up. I can't remember much in that weird spot of the dream--I think involving Spy vs Spy/Plague Doctor/Slendy crap, but after that glitch in the dream, I think there was reoccuring memories of the forestlike park and the house/hut, only I was inside and IT was nearby yet again, only people were appearing around me and it was hard for IT to approach me, let alone touch me. It was like...other senarios with the same situation. I...really have nothing to make of it. There was other weird parts, other split glitches from the senario just given when inside the house; like the people weren't just crowding me but surrounding and suffocating me as the creature COULD approach the group, but yeah.
I think this is all that has been going on lately. I hope.. Explaining these things seem to take a load off me...again I think I said in the last post.
Saturday, October 6, 2012
Odd Weeks
Anyone else seeing this? I'd hate to see that some have gone(not that I know anyhow) because I haven't been blogging regularly. To any of ya'll that hate this, fuck off. Meant to post this up earlier in the week, but couldn't with the lack of this site being banned at school. Would have made this much easier if they unban this site then me using my step-mom's laptop. Anyways, I guess this is sort of a....update on the things happening currently? And if you think I'm going to pour all kinds of depressed shit, then you are seriously fucked up.
First, my dealing with my iPod. Last weekend it needed some IOS 7 update or something. So I deleted some stuff to get 2.3 GB of free storage. It turned off, then needed to get hooked to iTunes. Ok, I freaked on that when my step-mom didn't let me on to do so, but soon enough we got it hooked in, and it had some message. I can't remember most of it, but it said something equal to having a virus and unable to be updated unless it was restored. W..T..F! I had been pissed, worried, and scared shitless. Most of the stuff on my iPod can' be recovered again. Maybe my songs will get backed up my iCloud, but still, that's a bit far from my mind. I raged a bit, but on Monday I handed it to my friend. He use to be in a computer class and fixed Playstations before, so I thought he could help. So far my patience is waning thin. If it isn't fixed soon, then fuck it all; I'll take it back next week and restore the damn thing. I'm use to having it so close since I got it at Christmas last year...and not having it near at all makes me freak out sometimes. I get attatched too easily to devices.
Second, a couple weeks back I've been needing to do a research paper due on the 23rd this month. Being the lazy human I am, I haven't even gotten most of my sources and some written down on the note cards to be seen. Fighting for gay marriage people! That's my topic. I don't see how people can just hate gays though. I mean, even I'm disturbed by people just bullying others because of this, though I do make crude jokes about it with my friends, I honestly don't care about sexuality. Heck I even question my own since I've only had two male crushes and they were back in elementary and middle school...and now I'm a junior! Yeah, I'm seeing some of you are thinking,'WTF?! This girl is nuts and flipped her lid blah blah blah'. Well then shut the hell up. I support gayness to the full, even if I'm straight. End of discussion.
Third: Dreams. Guess who I dreamt of on Sunday night? Slenderman. Slendy. Slender. TDF(Tall, Dark and Faceless). You know what I mean. The dream has been on my brain as of late and it's driving me up a wall. Plus, I've been drawing him nonstop in his suit with either a black or red tie. Mostly with a black tie. Any who are still reading this might be thinking that I'm insane; well buddies I think I've been insane for a pretty long time and it doesn't bother me at all. I've had weirder dreams then this, but the dream from Monday....made me go off-kilter. It was like I was watching some camera footage when up-close-and-personal to a tv. There was bits of static and shadows nearby. I can't place if the location was a forest or near some school because it was dark and my dreams warp constantly and whenever they want. And I'm being serious here. Everything was jumbled in my dream after that moment. At first I was then on some couch with someone else--at least I think so?--and there was static, then Slenderman was behind that couch. It even looked like he was holding a knife. It's impossible because Slendy doesn't carry weapons, but it's my dream, right? Okay, then at some point I was running. My point of view was constantly switching from third to first, then back again and all that shit. I think that's when I woke to my alarm clock. If not, then I might have missed some things to explain. Sorry.
Fourth, starting Monday I'll have to be doing some sort of DBQ from AP US History. Other then that, with my research paper and Ecology Poster due on Temperate Deciduous Forests, I'm pretty full on things to do. I have to start getting my ass in gear if I plan to get good grades or shit'll hit the fan for me and I'll be screwed. I'm already walking on eggshells with my step-mom onto me for my research paper and lacking to tell her about it, even if I did tell her before the weekend it was talked about on the week at the end of September.
*sigh* Other then that, my nerves are high-wired and I'm typing this up in my room with The Cursed on from SyFy. I'm actually itching to write more; who knew? It kinda feels great to dump this out, even if people like you reading this and can judge me. Heh, I have no care in the world about that. Feeling very good after releasing all this info. Dunno if anyone will respond after reading such crap. I'm off for now. Hope my problems amuse you all.
First, my dealing with my iPod. Last weekend it needed some IOS 7 update or something. So I deleted some stuff to get 2.3 GB of free storage. It turned off, then needed to get hooked to iTunes. Ok, I freaked on that when my step-mom didn't let me on to do so, but soon enough we got it hooked in, and it had some message. I can't remember most of it, but it said something equal to having a virus and unable to be updated unless it was restored. W..T..F! I had been pissed, worried, and scared shitless. Most of the stuff on my iPod can' be recovered again. Maybe my songs will get backed up my iCloud, but still, that's a bit far from my mind. I raged a bit, but on Monday I handed it to my friend. He use to be in a computer class and fixed Playstations before, so I thought he could help. So far my patience is waning thin. If it isn't fixed soon, then fuck it all; I'll take it back next week and restore the damn thing. I'm use to having it so close since I got it at Christmas last year...and not having it near at all makes me freak out sometimes. I get attatched too easily to devices.
Second, a couple weeks back I've been needing to do a research paper due on the 23rd this month. Being the lazy human I am, I haven't even gotten most of my sources and some written down on the note cards to be seen. Fighting for gay marriage people! That's my topic. I don't see how people can just hate gays though. I mean, even I'm disturbed by people just bullying others because of this, though I do make crude jokes about it with my friends, I honestly don't care about sexuality. Heck I even question my own since I've only had two male crushes and they were back in elementary and middle school...and now I'm a junior! Yeah, I'm seeing some of you are thinking,'WTF?! This girl is nuts and flipped her lid blah blah blah'. Well then shut the hell up. I support gayness to the full, even if I'm straight. End of discussion.
Third: Dreams. Guess who I dreamt of on Sunday night? Slenderman. Slendy. Slender. TDF(Tall, Dark and Faceless). You know what I mean. The dream has been on my brain as of late and it's driving me up a wall. Plus, I've been drawing him nonstop in his suit with either a black or red tie. Mostly with a black tie. Any who are still reading this might be thinking that I'm insane; well buddies I think I've been insane for a pretty long time and it doesn't bother me at all. I've had weirder dreams then this, but the dream from Monday....made me go off-kilter. It was like I was watching some camera footage when up-close-and-personal to a tv. There was bits of static and shadows nearby. I can't place if the location was a forest or near some school because it was dark and my dreams warp constantly and whenever they want. And I'm being serious here. Everything was jumbled in my dream after that moment. At first I was then on some couch with someone else--at least I think so?--and there was static, then Slenderman was behind that couch. It even looked like he was holding a knife. It's impossible because Slendy doesn't carry weapons, but it's my dream, right? Okay, then at some point I was running. My point of view was constantly switching from third to first, then back again and all that shit. I think that's when I woke to my alarm clock. If not, then I might have missed some things to explain. Sorry.
Fourth, starting Monday I'll have to be doing some sort of DBQ from AP US History. Other then that, with my research paper and Ecology Poster due on Temperate Deciduous Forests, I'm pretty full on things to do. I have to start getting my ass in gear if I plan to get good grades or shit'll hit the fan for me and I'll be screwed. I'm already walking on eggshells with my step-mom onto me for my research paper and lacking to tell her about it, even if I did tell her before the weekend it was talked about on the week at the end of September.
*sigh* Other then that, my nerves are high-wired and I'm typing this up in my room with The Cursed on from SyFy. I'm actually itching to write more; who knew? It kinda feels great to dump this out, even if people like you reading this and can judge me. Heh, I have no care in the world about that. Feeling very good after releasing all this info. Dunno if anyone will respond after reading such crap. I'm off for now. Hope my problems amuse you all.
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