Saturday, September 13, 2014
College. It Kills.
Guess you can say that college is kicking me. Thoroughly. I knew it was going to be hard, much MUCH harder than High School. But damn, I didn't think that there'll be so much trouble and focus that has to be put into everything! I don't even know if I'll be able to get past my first Math and Liberal Arts test! 'Online courses are so easy', my ass! I didn't get my book for that until last Tuesday and I have limited access to get online and look up these stupid videos for it... Like fuck. I'm given enough time until next Thursday, and it's all on the basics in the first chapter (as I seen in the book)...but teachers can be real sneaky people. On top of that, I have a another test arooooound...the 19th I think? 18th? I only go to classes Tuesday and Thursday, so I guess it won't make sense to have a test for Friday. Eh...maybe.
Monday, August 4, 2014
Addition
Here's more from the previous post! Don't think it's worthwhile to just add on from the other since it's already published.
Sooooo....well, I'm going to college, what else can I say? I'm scared shitless. College is high up....so much more important than high school or junior high.. It's serious business. And since the college I'm going to doesn't have dorms, I will be carted to and from the place on a bus.
Last night I had a dream that I was running late for a class in the college (by stopping at the bathroom, don't ask because I have no idea either), but I had no clue where the class even was! And that I tried to ask someone from in a nearby room, and started talking with Mrs. Patterson for some reason. Weird shit. If my fear can be intensified like that... Just...God. Very unsettling.
My dad and his girlfriend say I have to be smart to get into college. Be even smarter to succeed and get a degree. Hell they even said I was creative when I made this yarn turkey! I...don't think I am that much though. Non-smart people can get into college nowadays without doing much effort, and some of my creativity is just a lick of what common sense I have. Or ideas..whatever. I think I'm depressing myself by saying all this crap, but it's what I'm thinking! Not like I can help it.. Isn't it always better to let out in some form than bottle it up? Sometimes I guess..
Hrm.... Ok I'm curious. Does anyone know of Moemon? (:D) It's where a pokemon game is altered to have sprites of little girls/boys in pokemon clothing so they look like pokemon but they aren't! It's really fun, and it's a good thing I got the games of it on my emulator. People talk about diamond/pearl and gold/silver moemon games coming out, but the bad thing is that if they aren't .zip, then I can't play them, much less download them. Besides, the coolrom.com DS emulator doesn't work at all. Only the Gameboy Color/Advance. Would any other version of a DS emulator even work on other sites then?!
Sooooo....well, I'm going to college, what else can I say? I'm scared shitless. College is high up....so much more important than high school or junior high.. It's serious business. And since the college I'm going to doesn't have dorms, I will be carted to and from the place on a bus.
Last night I had a dream that I was running late for a class in the college (by stopping at the bathroom, don't ask because I have no idea either), but I had no clue where the class even was! And that I tried to ask someone from in a nearby room, and started talking with Mrs. Patterson for some reason. Weird shit. If my fear can be intensified like that... Just...God. Very unsettling.
My dad and his girlfriend say I have to be smart to get into college. Be even smarter to succeed and get a degree. Hell they even said I was creative when I made this yarn turkey! I...don't think I am that much though. Non-smart people can get into college nowadays without doing much effort, and some of my creativity is just a lick of what common sense I have. Or ideas..whatever. I think I'm depressing myself by saying all this crap, but it's what I'm thinking! Not like I can help it.. Isn't it always better to let out in some form than bottle it up? Sometimes I guess..
Hrm.... Ok I'm curious. Does anyone know of Moemon? (:D) It's where a pokemon game is altered to have sprites of little girls/boys in pokemon clothing so they look like pokemon but they aren't! It's really fun, and it's a good thing I got the games of it on my emulator. People talk about diamond/pearl and gold/silver moemon games coming out, but the bad thing is that if they aren't .zip, then I can't play them, much less download them. Besides, the coolrom.com DS emulator doesn't work at all. Only the Gameboy Color/Advance. Would any other version of a DS emulator even work on other sites then?!
Library Time
Woohoo! Back at the library y'all! God I've really missed being on here. More so the computer than Blogger, but yeah..
Things aren't totally shitty, I can tell you that. My dad's new girlfriend is...something. She's a bit blunt, but she makes my dad....and me happy. I'm really attached to her.
Still got no wifi everybody. Or a personal computer. It's annoying really. I was so attached with the internet that I rarely wanted to leave the house. Of course since it's gone I must busy myself with other things besides my iPod, so I have taken up...SEWING! Though making little yarn/string dolls and various creatures doesn't entirely fill up the loneliness that the internet did in allowing me to talk with my friends whenever I was down or wanted to express myself.. Social interaction doesn't bode well for me. ESPECIALLY me.
*sigh*
Hm... Well....in other news I'm settled into my new home. And do chores around the house for once. Sweeping/mopping, maybe some dusting, cleaning of counters, washing dishes, etc. besides cleaning up my own room and the neighboring bathroom.
I've been talking with my mom on texts. She sent me some pretty good things for my birthday two weeks before the 30th. I miss her. I really wish to see her. Even once might be enough.
.... Might bring more.
Things aren't totally shitty, I can tell you that. My dad's new girlfriend is...something. She's a bit blunt, but she makes my dad....and me happy. I'm really attached to her.
Still got no wifi everybody. Or a personal computer. It's annoying really. I was so attached with the internet that I rarely wanted to leave the house. Of course since it's gone I must busy myself with other things besides my iPod, so I have taken up...SEWING! Though making little yarn/string dolls and various creatures doesn't entirely fill up the loneliness that the internet did in allowing me to talk with my friends whenever I was down or wanted to express myself.. Social interaction doesn't bode well for me. ESPECIALLY me.
*sigh*
Hm... Well....in other news I'm settled into my new home. And do chores around the house for once. Sweeping/mopping, maybe some dusting, cleaning of counters, washing dishes, etc. besides cleaning up my own room and the neighboring bathroom.
I've been talking with my mom on texts. She sent me some pretty good things for my birthday two weeks before the 30th. I miss her. I really wish to see her. Even once might be enough.
.... Might bring more.
Thursday, July 3, 2014
A Return?
Apparently so. Things have changed a bunch since the last post. A LOT. Though I don't feel that there's enough time to go into details. Will probably do sometime soon. However, since there's no computer at my new home, nonetheless any wifi, I'm partially stuck to use a library.
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