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First Message of 2015!

Long time no see. I'm surprised I still have this around..
Not much news to give out. New year, new things but not as much as expected.
I'm in college, that's something..! Second semester, as my first one was last year in August. Though I think my funds are nearly in the shitter..
*sigh* Getting a job isn't all that easy. I'm a tad antisocial, and most of them involve having to converse with customers or being high positions like MANAGER or some shit. I'd rather get lucky and take up shelving or something AWAY from the public eye. Don't think I'm that lucky though.. My grandma is going to try and take me over to Family Dollar or something though, and because a prior family member worked there, then I might have a decent shot. Oh God if I have to do an interview.. I'm going to be sweating bullets (the irony of the increase in heat where I am doesn't make it any better).

College. It Kills.

Guess you can say that college is kicking me. Thoroughly. I knew it was going to be hard, much MUCH harder than High School. But damn, I didn't think that there'll be so much trouble and focus that has to be put into everything! I don't even know if I'll be able to get past my first Math and Liberal Arts test! 'Online courses are so easy', my ass! I didn't get my book for that until last Tuesday and I have limited access to get online and look up these stupid videos for it... Like fuck. I'm given enough time until next Thursday, and it's all on the basics in the first chapter (as I seen in the book)...but teachers can be real sneaky people. On top of that, I have a another test arooooound...the 19th I think? 18th? I only go to classes Tuesday and Thursday, so I guess it won't make sense to have a test for Friday. Eh...maybe.

Addition

Here's more from the previous post! Don't think it's worthwhile to just add on from the other since it's already published.
Sooooo....well, I'm going to college, what else can I say? I'm scared shitless. College is high up....so much more important than high school or junior high.. It's serious business. And since the college I'm going to doesn't have dorms, I will be carted to and from the place on a bus.

Last night I had a dream that I was running late for a class in the college (by stopping at the bathroom, don't ask because I have no idea either), but I had no clue where the class even was! And that I tried to ask someone from in a nearby room, and started talking with Mrs. Patterson for some reason. Weird shit. If my fear can be intensified like that... Just...God. Very unsettling.

My dad and his girlfriend say I have to be smart to get into college. Be even smarter to succeed and get a degree. Hell they even said I was creative when I made this yarn turkey! I...don't think I am that much though. Non-smart people can get into college nowadays without doing much effort, and some of my creativity is just a lick of what common sense I have. Or ideas..whatever. I think I'm depressing myself by saying all this crap, but it's what I'm thinking! Not like I can help it.. Isn't it always better to let out in some form than bottle it up? Sometimes I guess..

Hrm.... Ok I'm curious. Does anyone know of Moemon? (:D) It's where a pokemon game is altered to have sprites of little girls/boys in pokemon clothing so they look like pokemon but they aren't! It's really fun, and it's a good thing I got the games of it on my emulator. People talk about diamond/pearl and gold/silver moemon games coming out, but the bad thing is that if they aren't .zip, then I can't play them, much less download them. Besides, the coolrom.com DS emulator doesn't work at all. Only the Gameboy Color/Advance. Would any other version of a DS emulator even work on other sites then?!

Library Time

Woohoo! Back at the library y'all! God I've really missed being on here. More so the computer than Blogger, but yeah..

Things aren't totally shitty, I can tell you that. My dad's new girlfriend is...something. She's a bit blunt, but she makes my dad....and me happy. I'm really attached to her.

Still got no wifi everybody. Or a personal computer. It's annoying really. I was so attached with the internet that I rarely wanted to leave the house. Of course since it's gone I must busy myself with other things besides my iPod, so I have taken up...SEWING! Though making little yarn/string dolls and various creatures doesn't entirely fill up the loneliness that the internet did in allowing me to talk with my friends whenever I was down or wanted to express myself.. Social interaction doesn't bode well for me. ESPECIALLY me.

*sigh*
Hm... Well....in other news I'm settled into my new home. And do chores around the house for once. Sweeping/mopping, maybe some dusting, cleaning of counters, washing dishes, etc. besides cleaning up my own room and the neighboring bathroom.

I've been talking with my mom on texts. She sent me some pretty good things for my birthday two weeks before the 30th. I miss her. I really wish to see her. Even once might be enough.

.... Might bring more.

A Return?

Apparently so. Things have changed a bunch since the last post. A LOT. Though I don't feel that there's enough time to go into details. Will probably do sometime soon. However, since there's no computer at my new home, nonetheless any wifi, I'm partially stuck to use a library.

Thanksgiving Day!

How's everyone doing? Anyone having fun for this day? I'm really looking forward to having some good turkey. :D What about you guys? Hell I'm gonna enjoy this, since it only happens once a year.
Using my iPod for this, so grammatical errors aren't as easy to make. Lolz.
Hope people are having good times with their family and are going to be thankful for all that have happened this year. Or, maybe not.... Everyone doesn't have to be thankful about things if they don't care to. Like me. I mean, I'm thankful about things, but don't have as many or am as open about it.
Either way, I hope people will have fun today. I'm going to be spending it with grandma, grandpa and my dad.